I know I'm 2 days late, and I'm not suppose to blog till the exams are over. But,

                                             HAPPY BIRTHDAY HARRY SHUM JR. 

Did I overlook something? Why is it that every time I get close to an answer, it slips away?

Skipped Cat class today and went to CSC instead for an hour. Everything automatically became better once  I stepped out. Praise the Lord, yes? 

And also, this would be my last post till the 11th of May. So goodbye, and to whoever who still reads this, all the best for all your papers!

And that my friends, is the face of the BIGGEST procrastinator in the world. Who after 5 hours of sitting in the same position, only learnt 3 out of the 7 essays required for SS. And also, the face of someone who needs braces badly (I hope my dad sees this). 

Thanks Jacq. Lesson learnt.

CMJ, Never forget the lessons I’ve taught you. Hahaha.

Everyone breaks. Everyone. But it doesn’t mean that things stop just cos you broke. Everything will go on so if you don’t pick yourself up, you’re gonna get stampeded on and left behind.

We all feel inferior bout certain things, around certain people but we must master that inferiority complex or it will be the death of us. Come on woman, you’re a Jacob. Chin up!

If anything happens to you, I'll just dig a hole and hide in it forever and ever. 

SA1 starts tomorrow. And here I am re-reading The Little Prince.

Except for you.
Because giving up on someone isn't as easy as I thought it would've been.

Let's go back to Sunday. Canteen duty wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. Other than having to wear a yellow apron and walking around taking orders and receiving comments like "I think you should concentrate on your books, you won't make it as a waiter", everything else went pretty fine:) Didn't go to school today because I woke up feeling like asdfghjkl and my throat was killing me. So I stayed at home and did a little revision, but most of my time was spent watching New Girl and HIMYM. Kelly came over to pass me my homework, and I got locked me out of my own room :'( HAHA! I hope they won't make me take my 2.4 because I missed it today :(

I'm gonna get sick of EVERYTHING one day. Trust me.

Everything makes perfect sense now. 

I never knew I was such a bitch.

Oh no, I'm turning into a monster.

I was in a daze the entire day from the moment I woke up. How did I even leave my ez-link card at the MRT station? Fortunately, some nice guy made a report. Moving on, school was horrible today. The entire class, excluding maybe one or two people, was pretty dead. Only lesson I enjoyed was PE when we were playing badminton, and maybe Bio since we didn't do much? Oh and Geog was pretty fun today too. Mr Wu, being the kind of teacher he is, brought us down to the rock wall to teach us about rivers! And thanks Ching, for trying to hype up the mood by doing your macarena dance with Justina! Hahahaha, you guys should've seen it. Okay maybe today was actually not that bad.

Okay I'll talk alittle about 74th before I do my usual post! Went with Kelly, Angela, Bronte and Sabrina. Although the weather was kinda hot, and everyone kept pushing and it was hard to see sometimes, I think it was really worth the $15. Haha Krystle looked so cute dancing with the netball and Cherlyn&Evelyn were really pretty! OH AND LOOK AT VIDHYA! DOESN'T SHE LOOK SO CUTE?

I MUST LEARN HOW TO SPELL PROPERLY. I MUST LEARN HOW TO SPELL PROPERLY. I MUST LEARN HOW TO SPELL PROPERLY. I MUST LEARN HOW TO SPELL PROPERLY. I MUST LEARN HOW TO SPELL PROPERLY. I MUST LEARN HOW TO SPELL PROPERLY. 

 

I'm probably the only 15 year old who spells it like this, "On the BRIDE side."

Whoops. 

"But if you hold tight, shadows will be lost in the light"

I feel so fresh and clean and I smell like hazelnuts after bathing. Anyways, I woke up today telling myself there's no chance of me passing my PFT, and true enough, I failed. HAHA, but on the bright side, I improved in my Shuttle Run and Sit&Reach, so yay! 11 days to SA1, and I'm only done with History, SS and a little of Bio :'( So for the past few days, I've been watching documentaries on BBC Knowledge and Discover Channel, and there was one where they talked about how Legos were made which was kinda cool actually! Haha! And catching up on episodes of HIMYM. 

I can imagine myself being like Ted  when I'm older. 34, and alone. 

"You jump, I jump, remember?"

On this day, a 100 years ago, 1,514 people died. 

On this day, a 100 years ago, the supposedly unsinkable British luxury liner RMS Titanic sank in the North Atlantic.

"In the end it wears you down. I suppose that's why I now spend most of my time not looking forward, but looking back."

 Didn't even realize it was FridayThe13th till Vidhya mentioned it to me in class. That explains why today was such a horrible day. It started off with coming to class and finding out that it had been "ransacked" by Mr. Wu. But after all, he was just trying to teach us how to be responsible right? And then things got worse when my emotions went all over the place and I blasted at F. And judging by what she wrote on Twitter, she probably hates me right now :'( Oh well. 

Okay fine. I admit I'm not the same person I was before. I don't even know why I'm getting angry so quickly for the past 2 weeks or so. Hopefully, everything will be okay after SA2 right? Frankly speaking, I agree that 3E is pretty separated since all our personalities clash. But there's still a slight chance that we will all get along eventually right? 

"I just need some time to think"

Productive studying today with Ching Suen, Kelly and Justina. And a pretty good 10 minute bus ride home where I was trying to be SERIOUS JACOB, but nobody takes me seriously. It's okay though, I don't take myself seriously either. Not trying to sound like a pampered brat or anything, but it's been 3 weeks since I had a home-cooked meal. And I'm pissed with my mom for spending so much time on everything else, and not even having enough time to watch Wicked with me. Well, they're already leaving next week, so whatever.

"Don't let go too soon, but don't hold on too long"

The Easter weekend was pretty great. Mainly because Father Bosco played a Lion King song during the homily on Holy Saturday and there was free breakfast in the canteen on Sunday! And I think I gained at least 1kg from all the chocolate Easter eggs I've been eating. So anyways, the last 3 days was spent baking/selling cupcakes for CIP with Ching Suen, Kelly, Heidi, Evelyn,Valerie and Shiviani during recess. And speaking of Shivani, I lied to her that my whole family used to be a part of the circus in California
before I moved here when I was 7. And I made everyone else who was sitting around me in the computer lab yesterday convince her I wasn't lying. And now she wants to see a picture of me at the circus, so does anyone know how to use photoshop or something? HAHA! So tonight, my only company is a good cup of Nespresso Appregio coffee and 32 pages of SS notes to write. Good bye sleep forever.

So I realized how weird my family is sometimes. That we can just sit in the car and tell each other lame jokes like "What goes up when the rain comes down?" Haha yes we did that when we were on our way to Clementi for dinner to break fast. Just read through almost all my blog posts since last year. And I realized how I used to be so lame and blogged about the most redundant things (Maybe I still do, whoops). Haha and I used to post all those stupid lovey dovey quotes so often compared to now. I feel so tired to the extent that all I want to do is read good books, watch good movies, eat good food, and talk to good people. Not trying to be an emo loser or anything, but I just feel trapped in a tiny box and there's no way of getting out. Maybe things will get better when school starts again on Monday right? :)

"And by his wounds, we are healed"

On this day, Christ died.

For You. 

For Me. 

For All. 

 HAPPY GOOD FRIDAY GUYS! 

Why am I even letting all this small things affect me? SA1 is in 22 days. I need to put all this irrelevant thoughts and worries aside and just focus, Yes? Yes.

"There's a huge difference between getting over things and getting through them."

Hi folks! It's Holy Thursday, which means...LENT.IS.OVER. So after 40 days of not drinking carbonated drinks (except for maybe once or twice when I forgot), not swearing at all, and trying to control my temper and smiling at everyone although I actually felt mad at them, I'm proud to say I became a better person! HAHA! Stayed back to do a little studying with Kelly. And I received my first cheek kiss from Isabel Wee! Headed to SFX with my dad for 630 mass. The church was so crowded, that even the extra seats placed outside weren't enough. So the next few days would probably be just going to church and stuff. But on the bride side, I'm gonna go find some time to hunt for tasty+good looking Easter eggs with my mom! Whoop whoop~

"Holding anger is a poison. It eats you from the inside. We think that hating is a weapon that attacks the person who harmed us. But hatred is a curved blade. And the harm we do, we do to ourselves."

April Fool's came and went, and I only managed to successfully trick Angela into believing that I dislocated my knee. Kelly and Bronte pranked me, and Bronte's was the most retarded one. She got me calling IMH, thinking that it was her house number. So today was BEN&JERRY'S FREE CONE DAY! Angela, Kelly, Pei Shyuen and I decided to head down to Vivo to try our luck. But obviously, luck wasn't on our side today and the queues were incredibly long. So we ended up having lunch at SuperDog before heading home. Oh well, maybe next year! :)
I've been listening to 30 Seconds To Mars a lot recently. They're just one of those bands that has songs which really connects to your everyday life. Haha so yeah.