CIP work attatchement at the Library was pretty fun yesterday, compared to Friday, where all we did was pack Quest cards. Learnt how to make flowers and parrots out of balloons, so maybe if everything else fails, I could go into a balloon sculpturing business right? Haha, probably not.
Went to my granparents house yesterday, and it was good to see everyone again. A lot happier this time.
Visited Krystle at KK with Ching Suen and Jane just now. Seeing all the tubes connected to her hands and neck, will definently put you on the brink of tears. I hope she's alright. She needs to be alright.
Had to leave early to attend my cousin's engagement ceremony. And frankly speaking, I don't see what's the problem with marrying someone of a different religion. So everyone should just keep your thoughts to yourself, and just be thankful that the both of them are happy together okay?
Spent the rest of the day catching up on all the episodes of Glee I've missed. And it's so hard to exclaim how adorable Harry Shum Jr. is with your mother sitting next to you, asking you the names of the entire cast.

4 days to Confirmation Camp.
14 days to the start of school.

Yes, of course it hurts. Very much actually.

But trust me, I've been through worse, so it's alright.

       It's only been 14 days. And I feel like I can't do this anymore.

"My days had a pleasant identicalness about them. I had always liked that: I liked routine. I liked being bored. I didn't want to but I did"

Other than not knowing if we should get down at Bayfront or Marina Bay station, The Harry Potter Exhibition with Angela, Gaby, Pei Shyuen, Vidhya, Francesca and Amanda was great fun. Everything looked so perfect and SEAN BIGGERSTAFF'S ROBE WAS THERE. The Merchandises were incredibly expensive though :'( $50 for a Gryffindor tshirt, Mhmmm... Going back on the 22nd, so hope I'll have enough money by then!
Just found out that Season 8 of HIMYM will only be released in September.
3. More. Months.
Oh and I almost forgot, GOOD LUCK CHING SUEN FOR YOUR PIANO EXAM TOMORROW! Make sure you play your scales properly and stay focus k! Try not to be too nervous, you're gonna do great! :)

1 week till Confirmation Camp.
1 week till being in the same group as Jared Tham for 4 days. Bummer.
1 week till I get to see D.
I'm more scared than excited. HAHAHA

The little voice in my head asked me today, "Are you happy now?"
And another little voice replied, "Yes I'm happy. Genuinely happy. But something's missing, someone's missing. I just don't quite know yet."

Had a great lunch with Officer Pinto before going to develop photos. 50cents a piece was pretty worth it because the quality was really good and the pictures turned out clearer than I thought it would've been. Haha, can't wait to make my album, so all the pamphlets I've been collecting would be put to good use. Classroom cleaning + Harry Potter Exhibition tomorrow! And now that the exams are over, and I'm back from Perth, there's no excuse to miss Taekwondo anymore. Just one more grading till I'll get my black, and 11 more till I'm done for good. Oh yay!

Frankly speaking, I don't understand how going to Perth was suppose to be an educational science trip. Haha, I hardly learnt anything related to science. Nontheless, it was by far one of the best holidays I've ever had.
And ofcourse, the main reason was because of the good company. Had the best roomates, who tolerated the weird noises I make at night, locking me out of the room, attempting to "kidnap" me, always waiting for me to finish breakfast before leaving the table, and making fun of every advertisment we watch on TV at night. I can't remember the last time I laughed so much. And right now, I'm pretty sure that I know who's going to stick around, when everybody else leaves.

I was very reluctant to come back to S'pore, because I knew that once I get back, all the negative thoughts would start to pollute my mind again, my insecurities will haunt me like it always did, and I will just have to keep telling myself "control yourself, just control yourself."
And sure enough, it happened.

What would I ever do without these guys?