Cos' that's life. It's not as easy as you thought it might be.

Since I woke up really early today, I had quite alot of time to think about everything that's happening. Sometimes, it really hurts when I see the people I'm close to break down. Some of them are just really stressed, while others just hate life. It's really not easy to always think on the positive side of life. And it's really hard to talk to someone about your problems, you're sometimes just not sure if you can trust them or not. Trying to smile all the time, but deep down you're hurting is not any easier. But sometimes, you really have to think about the people around you. You have to realise that everyone is fighting their own war, so you should seriously be nice to everyone around you. But its hard, its really hard. Cos' you'll meet people who treat you like crap, and you have to treat them like a king. There's nonthing wrong with keeping everything inside, and just waiting till the night to talk to someone who would really really care to listen. Yesterday, I was very angry so I said that life was a bitch and that I hated my life. I take it back. Cos' I realised that I'm not the only one with problems, everyone has them. So next time, before I say FML, maybe I'll think about all the other people, who's suffering out there, and realise that my life is actually quite good!