I need to change.

I really really want to change my bad attitude before I turn 14. I want to stop being afraid of birds especially when they fly towards me. I love paper cranes, but Im just really scared of birds. I want to have a better relationship with my parents and brother. I want to stop being sensitive and paranoid over everything. I want to start concentrating on my studies. I want to be a nicer person. I want to stop letting what people say about me affect the clothes I wear or the way I act. I want to stop talking on the phone so much. I want to stop being rude to my parents. I want to start paying attention in church. I just want to be a better person. Its not going to be easy, but I'll try :)